Healing

 Well it has been a while. And this past weekend has been pretty insane. I guess change is good but going through it is something I think we all hate. Having your heart broken i think is even worse, But for me these are things I am not good at. I hate Crying and feeling like I can’t breathe. I go home all alone which makes things worse. I don’t want pity I just want to show myself that I can pull through. These are growing pains I guess, and Maybe we have all gone through them. I know there is a bigger plan and I will get there… The only one who can heal a broken heart is God and Time. I think Travis’s blog was pretty funny. It made me feel valued, I think through this situation I have felt less of a person, less of a man. God is just reminding me that he has total control of my life. I can only trust in him and though its tough I know I will make it thru. Sorry My comeback blog is kind of a downer, but life happens. Dying is easy. I want to live. I want to grow and I want to change the world.